Big Dango Family

09Jan09

Turns out my mother and step-father made things up and everything is fine. Kinda. My brother is relieved, everybody is happy, and I’m confused. I mean, why is it that easy for them to act like nothing happened? I just can’t let go of the thought that he might leave us again. I cannot trust him right now!

I admit, becoming a real family, again was a good thing. We talk more, help each other more, and overall spend more time together. And that’s great. But I always get this wierd “we-are-only-doing-this-because-he-almost-left-us-in-a-big-pile-of-shit”-feeling, and it makes everything soo… fake.

And I overreacting? Don’t think so.

Anyway, the title is referring to a song from the anime “Clannad’. Wierd, but definitely a cute one with ‘interesting’ lyrics about dangos, which are traditional japanese food. I’d love to belong to their family, heh!

So, things are back to normal… I guess. But we won’t forget this little incident for a long time – or, at least, I won’t.

I don’t really think that I can write an interesting post today, so I’ll stick with bullentpoints for the rest of this one:

• I’m going to the hairdresser’s next Wednesday – my hair will be dyed brown, again. I’ve decided to try out being a blonde last year, but I’m bored of it, already. Besides, it’s such a big fashion, so many people dye their hair just to please others – and I don’t want to be one of them.
• I broke a window in the bathroom yesterday. Luckily, my parents didn’t get mad, but I was slightly shocked.
• My father is coming over next Monday – I can’t wait! He lives in a different city, quite far away, and we don’t spend that much time together. We go to his place during school breaks, and he comes to visit us when he can.

That’s pretty much it, for now. I might even try to write a real post for my other blog, which is made to help school girls… how ironic.

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