Big Dango Family

09Jan09

Turns out my mother and step-father made things up and everything is fine. Kinda. My brother is relieved, everybody is happy, and I’m confused. I mean, why is it that easy for them to act like nothing happened? I just can’t let go of the thought that he might leave us again. I cannot trust [...]

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You Could Be So Happy

07Jan09

…is a sentence taken from the song ‘Happy’ by Sita. I’m subscribed to many blogs and some of them wrote about reasons to be happy. And what are my reasons? I don’t really know. This is not the happiest phase of my life, to be honest. I just want to survive it with this fake [...]

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Hiiragi – Holly

06Jan09

This song really describes everything I feel right now.

Translation:
We keep making mistakes
and soon will come to a stop
Stumbling over just a small pebble
My step-father has a down-to-earth idea about being a family. He demands eating dinner together, no matter what. And this can be a bother at times – for example, [...]

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